I am nervous about tomorrow.
I don't have to confront a youth on their poor choices.
I don't have to tell a parent that their teen is self mutilating themselves.
I don't have to address the township council on youth issues.
I don't have a meeting with the Mayor, the federal Member of Parliament.
I am leading a fundraising training event for my peers.
apparantly my mind and body agree that this is the worst possible thing that could happen to me.
Of all the public speaking I have EVER done. I am the most nervous about this. I think it is the expectation that my training will take away all the barriers and bad habits that we all develop as fundraisers. I know I can't live up to that.
Can I call in sick and just hang out with kids in starbucks?
sigh
